Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in BaRbJeAn's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 13th, 2005
3:55 pm	kt made me lj up sorry myspace took over haha ok lets see whats happen in my life..... welll i hate it bc i dotn wannan b in college but i do it 4 my parents me n my pops bein fightin n im not very happy wit him.....um school is gonna b a long semester very hard........ wish i ahd money no money b i have a fuckin 5 dollar job an hour.. which means only 7 hours a week u do the math pluz taxes out yai rather sell my self on the frakin corner instead um....... me n joey prob the ony good thing hapenin in my life right now 7months tomorrow wooohooo.... just wanted 2 say i love alll my friends n i think this is about it o yahit up myspace gr8 thing lol Current Mood: bout life Current Music: FoReVeR and For AlwAYs (2joey) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
8:01 pm	Y do ppl have 2 have baby mama's?? AHHHHHHHHHHH i get 2 many ideas in my head dats all ig to 2 say..... so instead of speakin ill do this thing kt has in hers iN NO PARTICULAR ORDER TEN Random Things About Me :) 10.) ellen rocks my socks 09.) I love the new lights around my bed ! 08.) my stuffed animails names r skittle n smoochy 07.) i have a million pictures on my walls 06.) I cant wait til turkey day 05.) im gonna be 21 in less then 5 months hollla 04.) i misss my houes n all my home friends 03.) i dont always knw how 2 tell people how i reallly feel ! 02.) i never shut up.. always have sumthing 2 say 01.) I love all my friends n the fun times we have ! NINE Places I've Visited 09.) Florida (( Disney World)) 08.) The mountains 07.) The shore 06.) washington dc 05.) new york 04.) nyc 03.) maryland 02.) virgina 01.) PA EIGHT Things I want to do before I die 08.) b a striper 07.) b married 06.) have or adopt children (13) 05.) bang J-bOoG 04.) have a trampoline 03.) go 2 the bahamas 02.) b skinny skinny model material 01.) b able 2 buy my own fanstay car SEVEN Ways to win my heart 07.) love 06.) respect 05.) trustable 04.) loyalness 03.) happyness 02.) caring 01.) no lies SIX Things I believe in 06.) God 05.) Family 04.) True Friendship 03.) Love 02.) Life 01.) Happiness FIVE Things I'm afraid of 05.) shot 04.) stabbed 03.) losing a loved one 02.) die in a car accident 01.) fires FOUR of my Favorite Items in my dorm room 04.) my picturess 03.) my squishie 02.) my computer 01.) my cloths THREE Things I do everyday 03.) sleep 02.) go 2 class 01.) eat TWO Things I am trying not to do right now 02.) be frustrated 01.) stop thinkin ONE Person I want to see right now 01.) J-boog Current Mood: annoyed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 12th, 2004
8:26 pm	EVeRyOne Is GoNE imhere at esu while every1 is home im sad. except the lenpe girlz waitin 4 them. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Cest La Vie (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
3:15 pm	WoOhOo im comin home this weekend!! WOOooOohOOooOo im excited!!!!!!! goin home this wekened n brignin mycar back 2 schoolwit me :) shhhhhh no1 tell joey im surpisin him:) ahhhhhh cnat wait im excited <3 barbie Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
7:45 pm	Trust yourself and dont give up u no urself better den any1 else Take the quiz: "The MOOD quiz! (With cool blinkies!)" Sporty You are athletic and independent. You don't need anyone to make you feel good about yourself. People admire your cool attitude. You kick ass! dam yes it is def cold up here in school cant feel my nose.... miss jOeY :( he usually keeps me warm cant wait till turkey day!! well anyz im happy ToM's comin up woooo hooo n homecomin is comine up this weekend! well anyz yah im little sick but i think its the cafe food anywayz im gonna go love u all n miss my philly peeps..... <3 BJ Current Mood: sick Current Music: Fly ~>Hilary Duff (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
8:59 pm	CuZ iTs AlL iN mY hEaD yesss it is cold as shit out over here ok here goes somethings felt like sayin hahah....... i feel like this si a confusional in church lol anyways... 2day was good went halloween shoppin woohoo then had work blah.... froze inside there i felt like i was in a ice box turnin into an ice cube.... then i talkd 2 joey n found out sim chris n the guys told his baby moma that he was wit me the 1 night n she flippd out ...um point number 1 to the guys....Y THE FUCK WOULD U EVEN MENTION MY NAME OR SAY HE'S WIT HIS GIRL WHEN THE BITCH COMPLAINS N TAKES THE KIDS AWAY FROM HIM if she hears my name... DAH COME ON NOW HAVE COMMON SENSE.... i wish i could beat her up lol she is pathetic.... then um... i dont even remeber anythin else ahha just that if i were 2 have a boy i want jarell n joey dont lol .... o ya n den joey said he bought me a big trampoline but he better have or im gonna b sad.... but right now gonna go 2 lazer tag wit the girlz hollar.. muahzzzzzz love me Current Mood: cold Current Music: over and over by nelly (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 15th, 2004
11:36 pm	my 1st journal woooooooooooohoooooo i made one but this will prob b the only 1 hahaha ok mayb not but im here watchin kt laur n kier drinkin n erin tryin 2 help me lol bye dogz Current Mood: silly Current Music: just shut up (2 Comments |Comment on this)